I get it. At the same time, I fear that in a world such as ours, the only way my brain could let me be happy were if it were majorly damaged. Like, to the point I’d be unaware of my surroundings.
I’m in that sweet spot where I’m less happy than I would be if my brain wasn’t damaged/defective, but not as happy as I would be if the damage/defect was much more severe!
Personally, I’m about ready to start an n=1 human trial into controlled IQ/EQ/Mental capability reduction.
Just gotta settle on the right poison to take in small doses over time. Not lead though, I rather not attain contentment by turning into what I detest.
I get it. At the same time, I fear that in a world such as ours, the only way my brain could let me be happy were if it were majorly damaged. Like, to the point I’d be unaware of my surroundings.
I’m in that sweet spot where I’m less happy than I would be if my brain wasn’t damaged/defective, but not as happy as I would be if the damage/defect was much more severe!
#Winning! 😮💨
Personally, I’m about ready to start an n=1 human trial into controlled IQ/EQ/Mental capability reduction.
Just gotta settle on the right poison to take in small doses over time. Not lead though, I rather not attain contentment by turning into what I detest.